nearly christmas babe,not looking forward to it at all another one without you,but i know i have to make an effort,it's been a real struggle this last 7 months since you left us,so hard to get my head around what has happened to you,but i hope you know how much i love you and that will never change,i do hope you are at peace my love i will say goodnight and godbless now,i will be back with you soon babe sleep well xxxxxxxxxxxx